Hey everyone. It’s Euphonious K.Z.G. again, and Happy New Year!! *bursts out balloons and confetti*. It’s 2018 and I hope you all are feeling good about this New Year. If you aren’t, no worries. There is plenty of time to develop a brighter outlook for the rest of the year. I didn’t start my New Year off on the most exciting note, but it was very insightful. Let me back track a bit for you all.
The End of 2017
So I ended confessing a truth with my best friend. Even though the truth hurt his feelings, I knew it was the right thing to do. And I felt bad about the mistake I made, but this was one of those moments where I could see my growth and sincerity. This is a moment where I had to accept my faults, admit them, and be willing to accept the repercussions for my actions. I also had to forgive myself and ask for forgiveness for battling one of my demons and losing a fight. Long story short, I decided to stay in for NYE because my best friend was hurting, so in a sense I was hurting too.
Again, I stayed home and I spent time with myself. Diving deeper into who I am and who I want to be once I finish my evolution. Around 11:30pm, I went into my room of creation, a room inside of my home where I meditate, pray, manifest, and create art. I took off all of my clothes, lit my candles around my space, set my written intentions for the New Year, and prayed and meditated. It was within that quiet space that I knew this is exactly what I needed. Just like that, I felt new and ready for all the new lessons I am to learn, with more freedom than I had before. I don’t know if this year is my butterfly year or maybe just a later stage in my metamorphosis, but nonetheless I’m excited to see where life takes me.
New Beginnings 2018
This year is dedicated to my freedom and to my dreams. I ended 2017 facing and fighting my fears and this year I will conquer them. I’m going to chase my dreams harder than ever before with or without anyone standing by me or supporting me. I will say to all of you who are chasing your dreams, I know what it feels like to feel unsupported. To feel like those you are closest to and love the most are the very ones who are barely supporting (just liking posts but not really seeing your work). It causes you to not be able to see the support you do have most often from strangers. I’ve come to tell you it doesn’t matter whether they see your shine now or not. All that matters is you believe in yourself and your drive. Use that sadness as fuel. Create and accomplish.
This year I’m going to love, I’m going to laugh, I’m going to manifest, I’m going to radiate higher, stronger, and better than before. This year I’m going to show the world, more importantly myself, what I am made of and what a beast I am! THIS YEAR WE WIN! Nobody can see it for you so you’ve got see it for yourself! So let the sleepy sleep. For when they wake up they’ll have already missed the sunrise, and there’ll be no daylights savings for me.
Peace, Love, Light, and Blessings to you all and a Joyous New Year
– Euphonious K.Z.G.
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